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Abandonment theme 38 She sits by the window watching as her mommy drives away until she's no longer in sight. Her bright green eyes are wide as she runs to her daddy and pulls on his hand until he gives her his attention.
"When is Mommy coming home?" She asks and her daddy picked her up smiling at her.
"Soon, dear, soon."
Eleven years later and that little girl still feels as if everybody leaves her, just like her mommy did that day.
That year her best friend, Rachelle moved away and the year after Madison. She speant a lot of time alone that year. She had some friends but not like them.
Her mom came back but never the same, they fought constantly and her mother never got the idea out of her head that she needed a man. She felt like her mother had left forever and only a part of her remained; the part that felt her daughter wasn't first priority men were.
The girl stood in her middle school going through an identity crisis as she was bullied at home as well as school. At school she was "Cancer
Damage from DrugsI'm so lost
But I'm trying
I love you
But I'm crying
Do you realize
The damage you do
To the rest of us
That care for you
To see you there
And you don't even care
And you forget
You say you want to change
There's so much you regret
But you do these things
That put you here
It won't be long now
Before you disappear
I lost one mother to death
And you to drugs
Soon you won't even remember
Any of my hugs
My own addictions
Now they come to mind
The burning red marks
I'm tryin' to leave behind
How would you feel
If I sunk so low
If you could do nothing but watch
Could you just let it go?
March 27, 2012
I Need You
There are those days
That I can't believe how lucky I am to have you,
And then there are the days
That I have no clue how someone as crazy as you
Could have stolem my heart.
No matter what,
I could never fall out of love with you.
There's always that small part in my heart
That belongs to you and only you.
No one else can compare
To your electric blue eyes
Or your never ending humor,
Or even you confidence in everything you do.
Like the blazing sun,
You could never be replaced...
Yet you can't see how badly
I need you to take that step,
That leap of trust that I need
Your arms wrapped around me,
Holding me as if you'll never let go,
Keeping me intact when I feel like
I'm falling apart inside.
Those three simple words
That will make me fly above the clouds.
Nothing will help me more
Then hearing you say "I love you."
To keep me together
To help me through the tough times
Andbring my smile out on even the darkest days.
To know t
Our DutyWe swallowed the path home
Because we were hungry,
Though starving is an ongoing
Story, an empty bag
Dancing in the streets,
Full of an unfastened voice
Walking through the house,
Wind unchained, heart admonished.
Heaven fills its eyes, crawls away,
That sleeping boat content to follow
The vacant waves, intervals
Of dying that we dare not interrupt,
And we watch the kind ear shrinking
From our charcoal docks; heaven
With a full stomach crawls away.
This is what we were put here for.
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