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Shade of grey theme 19 "So are you straigth or lesbian?"

I sighed at the question, simple naive boy. I stared at him, glaring really. "What?" He asked and I was about to turn away before I slapped him across the face leaving an awful red mark.

"You see the world in black and white, you're either gay or you're not, no inbetween. I hate people like you."

"But that's all there is, isn't there?" He asked and I shook my head my anger level rising.

"How old are you?" I asked and he looked at me his brown eyes big.

"Eighteen." I sighed really wanting to slap him again.

"you should know by now there's no such thing as just gay and straight anymore."

"Enlighten me.

Raindow theme 18 She lay in the school hallway eyes closed lost in her dreams. She'd had another bad night lost in her anxiety. She'd felt trapped like she had nowhere to turn.

She hadn't slept much hence why she was asleep here. Her tears had cascaded down her cheeks like rain during a thunderstorm. They'd slowed down until all that was left was puddles. Sure puddles were fun for little kids but for her, all they did was soak through her shoes and make her numb.

"Wake up sleepyhead." A voice rang startlling her out of her slumber. She looked towards the sound of the voice reaching out. She touched his hair ruffling it.

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Questions theme 16These questions bounce around in my head, never offering me any peace or solitude.

Will I be like my mother?
Will I ever be truly happy?
And the most rediculous of them all; What if HE dies?

Being like my mother is a semi-obvious concern. Will I jump from guy to guy like her? Or will I end up alone? There's other concerns mostly will I ever rein in my anger or will i let it build up and up until I SNAP? I don't know but I will in time....I just want answers NOW!

Will I ever be happy? It's a general question. I guess I'm sick of this anxiety, I'm tired of having a question constantly haunting me. I'm sick of being fucking afraid! I just w

Hear Methis anxiety it kills me
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Save me, please dear?
Hug me, hold me, tell me it's ok
Whisper all the words I need you to say
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
tell me no matter what you'll fight
I can't handle losing you
Please say we'll get through
You're the only one I trust
I can't take it, I'm about to combust
I need you with me, here
Please come over, I want you near
Text me, call me, Please...
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it takes over and fogs your mind
You help, you make me unwind
With you here I can breathe again
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Scarlet Jones I see her everywhere, in the halls, in my head, in my best friend even in the mirror. It's like she's haunting me.

She stood tall at 5'5 long red-brown hair that curled perfectly and she had prefectly straitened bangs that hung over one of her two piercing green eyes. She was tall and skinny and considered to be a perfect 10.

I see her in myself every time I look in the mirror, in my emerald eyes and everytime I lift my shirt to see my ribs.

I feel like her everytime I skip a meal or look at my best guy friend. my best guy friend reminds me of her boyfriend, Dylan in nearly every way.

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~AlexDbzAlex Jun 27, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

I so get this ...Stay strong

~ashleyorerin Jun 28, 2012 Student Writer

thank you. You too <3

~beautifulscars101 Apr 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

me too (((hugs)))

~ashleyorerin Apr 19, 2012 Student Writer

stay strong

~MJisAWESOME Apr 18, 2012 Student General Artist

I know how you feel.
I just told my parents.
They were upset, but I'm getting help.
It's hard. I'm not going to lie, and say everything will be just fine, because I honestly don't know. I haven't reached the end of the road.
But I will tell you this: It's not healthy, what you're doing to yourself. And, in the long run, it's better if you stop.
You should tell someone.
I wish the best to you, with all my heart. <3

I hope this helped. At least a little. ^^

~ashleyorerin Apr 18, 2012 Student Writer

Well good for you for getting help

it's a hard road but I've gotten better on my own....I just hope I can do it again.
Ya well my boyfriend knows. My mom suffers from anorexia herself so she's no help and my dad....well he sees me eat dinner often so he wouldn't buy it.
But thank you

stay strong

~aylee95 Apr 18, 2012

*sigh* i know how you feel.....

~ashleyorerin Apr 18, 2012 Student Writer

:/ Stay strong

~aylee95 Apr 18, 2012

*sigh* I guess.. you too

~ashleyorerin Apr 19, 2012 Student Writer

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